Ouch

I thought I was over this.  I thought I had come to accept the fact that I was on social assistance.  I can't help it. 
Then a "friend" made me feel bad about it.  Not intentionally I don't think but just the way she worded it made me feel really bad.  I don't know why.  It just made me feel really, really horrible.  Though if I write it down now I'm starting to feel better about things.  Which is usally what happens when I have strong emotions.  It seems once they're on the screen or paper it seems to make me feel loads better and I'm pretty much over it now.  YAY.