I Wish

I wish
I wish I was pretty
I wish I smarter
I wish I had more talent
I wish I was healthy
I wish I was more energetic
I wish I was better!

Boredom

Poor Florence, she's not feeling well.  We won't be able to meet up for the scene this weekend after all.  No big deal.  A relief actually, because right now I have no access to a car.  Apparently, my terrible driving has ruined something in the steering wheel.  Yay, me. 
I've been spending a lot of cuddle time with my beloved little dog, Dita.  She's a little cuddle monster!  I love her to pieces:-). 
As far as my writing goes, I'm putting together and taking apart a starting scene with Percy.  This is how bored I am.  It's like taking apart a car and then putting it back together again.  Well, perhaps not that intricate and not nearly as dirty but still a lot of fun, surprisingly.  I'm hoping that when I turn this in, Florence will be very impressed, or at least moderatly impressed.  I'm not saying she's overly critical or harsh.  She's actually quite helpful, kind and generous.  She's a lovely person with a big heart so, I am so defiently not bashing her!  I just very much want to impress her, I look to her for approval when it comes to writing. 
Really there isn't much else to report.  Me thinks it's time for me to get some sleep.
Cheers

Ouch

I thought I was over this.  I thought I had come to accept the fact that I was on social assistance.  I can't help it. 
Then a "friend" made me feel bad about it.  Not intentionally I don't think but just the way she worded it made me feel really bad.  I don't know why.  It just made me feel really, really horrible.  Though if I write it down now I'm starting to feel better about things.  Which is usally what happens when I have strong emotions.  It seems once they're on the screen or paper it seems to make me feel loads better and I'm pretty much over it now.  YAY.

This May Seem a Bit Weird and May Seem Arrogant

Ok, so I've noticed that people have been reading my posts.  I'm not sure why.  It hasn't been read in a few weeks which doesn't bother me nor does it bother me that people read my posts.  I'm kind of flattered but also puzzled.  So to anyone who is reading these posts, thank you.  I know they're boring and kinda all about my writing woes but I need some place to vent my frustrations.
Cheers
P.S.  I sincerely apologize if some one thinks I'm being arrogant and thinking I'm some sort of egomaniac.  I'm really not!  Just mystified I suppose.

Almost There

Thank God, almost have that scene done!